Passionate

The passion that Christ gives is for the believers in Christ. A passion to love him, to fear God, and to hate sin. God is not unreasonable or does He sit in judgement of your every movement. He will expect you to make the right choices for His sake and don't think you won't be held accountable for your actions. 

God says in Isaiah 1:18, Come let us reason together. God desires a relationship with you so He can teach you His ways and direct your path. Reading the Bible or a devotional will lead to a greater understand of God's love and how He wants you to live. Have questions about what you read, ask for wisdom. God will either direct you to a person or another scripture to answer your questions. Not all of us are Bible scholars and even those that are can't answer questions that aren't explicitly answered in the Bible. Like why does bad thing happen to good people. No one can answer that except God. 

God is bigger than we can ever imagine. His thoughts towards us is endless. He is always there whether we feel him or not. Trusting him in ever situation is furthering the kingdom to glorify Him and shows the world he does exist.Jesus said, Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength.’ (Mark 12:30 NIV)

I personally had a situation happen to my family which would push the boundaries of love and forgiveness to a breaking point. It took many years of rebuilding these relationships and in some cases breaking them, for good reason, in order to reestablish the faith of the family unit. Some of these relationships are still strained but are less likely to impact the family future. There was also a breaking of the church family. My immediate family doesn't associate with the church family that failed to support us in a time of need, but we have found a church that works.